origins//

coming to this place/
i don’t know a lot of things/
they say find yourself/
but i’ve got so many insecurities/
love is on the line/
and all my feelings come untied/
am i searching/
who you are/
what do you want to be/
do i have a choice/
or is it all set for me/
a shadow blocks the way/
that i want to go/
and the freedom that i crave/
to choose my own road/

seen you before/
still i don’t know your name/
i’ve seen so many faces/
heard so many words/
i start to doubt again/
after all that i’ve been through/
now i’m wondering if it’s you/
still it’s not the same/
and i’m wondering what they think/
and if they know/
is it all that plain/
time to make a wish/
i don’t know anymore/
cause i thought i’d seen it all/
until you opened the door//

you and me/
i thought maybe that i could make you smile/
but her and i/
i realize all these years have been worthwhile/
but if we could be friends/
and try again/
maybe we could make it to the end//

if you want to know the way i feel/
everything i said was true/
when i run my fingers through her hair/
i don’t think of you/
even though it’s hard/
we’ll carry on and love another day/
cause i don’t think you can understand/
how she makes me feel this way//

lyrics © 2008 by clint felts//